Showing posts with label self. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self. Show all posts

Monday, July 29, 2013

you

it came like a dream,
a hobby project,
from the world of assembling materials.
from the dirt
a yellow chamois cloth was handpicked and cleaned.
its edges became
hand stitched with bright red and orange embroidery thread.
carefully mounted
beneath a clear bottle shell
surrounded by a smooshed sea of grocery bags painted red.
covered with a delicate netting of a potato sack.
now constructed like a womb
enshrining
an imagined thinking entity
bestowed with value
--- pleasing to my eye.
you are precious to me, says this lover.
you are a delight to me.
more than a son or a daughter,
more than blood and bone,
you are a reading conscious intelligence
for me to hold, to love, to kiss, to embrace, to know, to see.
it is i who stop and find you, 
wash and dress you,
and call you mine.
this now, this dance,
this new, this moment, says my lover.
me with you = more.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

one in the boat

My Brother by Karl Marxhausen
acrylic on panel
(Private collection in Cameron, Missouri)
 
My Sister In Ethiopia by Karl Marxhausen
acrylic on panel
(Private collection in Bellingham, Washington)
 
 
My Sister In Prayer by Karl Marxhausen
acrylic on panel
(Private collection in Carrollton, Missouri) 
 
  
Brother Obermueller by Karl Marxhausen
acrylic on panel
(Private collection in Carrollton, Missouri)
  
One Wrapped in Light by Karl Marxhausen
acrylic on panel
(Artist's collection in Carrollton, Missouri)


Listen to four minute song 
from  "Dancing With The Chromosone" recording 2000
http://karl.marxhausen.net/DWC/10-Who_Are_You.mp3
 
Who are You, Man of God?
Who are You, Man of God?
Who are You?
I read about You, You're the One in the boat,
waves are crashing all around them,
They don't know if they can float.

Who are You, oh Man of God?
Who are You, oh Man of God?
And with Your mouth You speak a command,
and the wind and the waves they OBEY.
What is this?

What is this?
Now you're telling me the things around me,
the wind and the ocean, obey his voice? WHO is this?

I let You in as my Savior, I'm learning about You every day,
Your scriptures tell me about what You did for me and that's ok,
but who are You to stop the waves?
Who are You to bring peace in a storm? Who are You?

Behind Those Stars by Karl Marxhausen

And in this class of biology, I am reading about
the smallest things that I can't see,
There You are, putting it together
So intelligent and smart You are.
I guess it's in the Bible, how You made all things
And in all things, things find their place in You.
Who are You, oh Man of God?

Who are You, oh Man of God?
Owner of a thousand hills, owner of a thousand cattle, You're the One.
Outside time You made this place,
not only on Earth, but in outer space.

Holy, I find You rare.
Such a love has no compare.
I'm a child of my Father
You love me, I am Your own.

How can I understand this?
Like David I'm found wanting.
I don't understand You,
Who are You, oh Man of God?
I believe You, I receive You, help me through it....

Karl Marxhausen © 2000



You Embrace Me, How Can You? by Karl Marxhausen
acrylic on panel
(Artist's collection in Carrollton, Missouri)


Wired To Hear Your Voice by Karl Marxhausen
      
40 3/4  by 64 inches, acrylic and oyster shell on board

(Artist's collection in Carrollton, Missouri)
More on this work HERE

 
Open by Karl Marxhausen

acrylic on panel
(Artist's collection in Carrollton, Missouri)

 


Thursday, July 5, 2012

in the heat

Monday morning my wife and I went out biking on blacktop B in the heat. The ride was routine. We bike half way out, stop in the shade for a water bottle drink, and pedal back to the pickup truck at the beginning. When I loaded both our bikes in the back and sat in the cab with the air on I felt dazed, my mind was blank, the heat took myself away from myself. I had read about the dangers of heat exhaustion in the newspaper. It wiped me out. At home I drank cups of  tap water, sat on the sofa with the air-conditioner turned up. My wife urged me to go sit in the cold pool. The hot breeze cooled the wet skin, dipping down, water over my head, standing up, air cold, and going under again.  In time I came back to myself. Going out in the 100 degree heat for the hour workout was not wise. 

As an artist, I feel I am "on the sidelines." The busy-ness of art making has slowed to standstill. The scripture reading this morning began  " Do not fret..." and  continued "trust in God..." he's got your back, let him lead you. delight in the one who brings you through the heat (psalms #37)

This is the crucible, the extraction of crap. Those things I wanted to gloat in, have been with held. This place of waiting to see. Living, waking, doing my water exercises, staying out of the heat, trying not to force a hand, waiting to let it come, believing in God that it will, hoping, letting go. Being without the computer at home takes control out of my hands. It reminds me of other times when my higher power arrested my attention.  This week long triple digit heat shows me my determination can not complete against weather.  I would be a fool to go and paint in that kind of heat.

Till the temperatures drop, I will remain indoors.